Things have turned out way different than I ever thought they would or
could. I’m not saying they are good or bad, just different. I don’t
want it to be like this. I don’t want to hurt others but it seems that
either way it will happen. I’m told things will get “better” but what
exactly does that mean?
I can’t keep going on like this everyday. I wish
things would have been different but they aren’t, because it’s me. Me.
That is the problem.
I want everyone to be happy, I want her to be happy
and I can’t be here if I want that to happen. So, I start to wonder
exactly when I will totally lose myself forever and everyone else loses
me too. I have a breaking point which I thought I had already reached. I
guess not. But it won’t be long. This fight can’t be won by anyone.
Everyone loses something, I just want me to be the one to deal with the
loss.
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