I am still living after that day, the day the screaming was loudest that
day where the voices won that day. Ever since then I have been numb no
feelings, no emotions, just nothing. I have seen a friend get hurt one I
like a lot and I can’t help, I told her my feelings and she still does
this around me.
When she does I leave my apt and ask nothing of them I
just leave crying in my mind cause tears can’t fall from my eyes cause
my body is tired of it, I am numb cause of it. I told her that she is
not the cause it is me it is the voices… I am numb to the point feeling
in the physical aspect is going away.
Why can't I kill myself just put a
bullet in my head. I rather have my brain die so my organs can be use to
make someone else life better cause right now they nothing to me.
I
am numb!
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